[최준성]𝑱𝒖𝒏𝒔𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒓.

[farleyjoo]

Hello Junseong

It's me again.

Yesterday you worked hard too.

(This is a letter written entirely in English and it contains all my heart so I hope Junseong will read and understand it.)

It's been a long time since I last visited fancafe and wrote to you. During that time, I did a lot of things. Even so, I still can't forget my idol, GHOST9 and especially Choi Junseong. It's been a long time and I hope Junseong reads this letter, I just hope so. I hope Junseong will always be healthy, Junseong's family won't get sick...

Half a year has passed, for me the first half of this year is extremely memorable. I cried more than usual, I also made more friends, I was able to confidently speak in front of a crowd. I have experienced many different things, whether alone or with friends. I laughed a lot, and cried a lot, even as I'm writing this letter I cry....

Junseong ah, today is International Children's Day (in Vietnam), even though I'm 19 years old in 5 months, I still want to be a child. I don't like growing up, but that's the law of nature, so I can't be a child forever. I wish I could be a child, because when I become a child I won't have to cry over painful things anymore. I'm a person who notices everything... "Overthinking"? I'm that kind of person... So the fact that I have to always grow up makes me feel scared.

Junseong ah, although you won't see me interacting with you very often these days, please don't forget about me, because I'll always miss you too. Junseong ah, the reason I'm still with GHOST9 is because of you, you make me feel like I have to work hard every day. Junseong ah, you're like my brother, an older brother two years older than me. The mention of "brother" reminds me of Jiggy Boy... Sorry to mention this but I can't help it, I think I'm going to cry again.

Junseong ah, have you watched any movies lately? I recently finished watching the series "Fast & Furious", I really like the actor who plays Brian, he has a beautiful blue eye color and I am mesmerized by his eyes.

Lately, I've been enjoying watching Cottagecore-style movies too. Just seeing the green of the grassland or looking at the clothes of the countryside makes me feel healed. It really helps me when I feel hopeless in life. If Junseong has free time, please watch it.

Junseong ah, I don't know why but my day was so bad. So I wrote to Junseong, Junseong ah, you are my light. I hope you will always shine on stage. I hope you enjoy this life and let's hope that one day we will meet. I will always be here and waiting for you. Junseong ah, please smile a lot, smile for my part too. Junseong is the most special color I've seen in my whole life. I love you so much, Junseong ah.

If you want to meet me later but you can't, then go to a place where there is a grassland.

Love you,
Joo