[우성]this is a letter from me to you🖇🧡{41}

[Giova]

and here I am again, thinking about you at 2am like every night while waiting to see the moon from my window...
I was talking with a friend about you, about how you saved my life, and you keep saving it day by day.
about how you gave me the strength to keep going.
I don’t think I’m happy, I think happiness it’s not about how many times you laugh, because everything can make you laugh, I think happiness is something else, something that makes you feel alive.
and you, Kim woosung, you are my happiness.
you make me feel alive, you make me believe in something, in you, in myself .
I was listening to take me down while talking with this friend, I couldn’t stop my tears, I closed my eyes, and I thought about everything I did the 8th November 2019, I think that was the happiest and saddest day of my life.
i was happy, it was raining, I met a lot of people who I used to talk with only on sns, and I met you, my happiness, it was 1 day, I only saw you for 2 hours and a half, but it felt like a whole life.
I’m amazed about how time stopped in my mind.
I’m still stuck on that day, and I’ll be like this until I’ll meet you again, because yes, I believe that I will meet you again no matter what, no matter how much I will have to wait for it, I would wait for you years and years, take your time, do your music, go out with friends, find yourself someone who can make you happy, someone you can share with the rest of your life, and then come back to make me happy, come back to help me with my promise...
I thought this would be the last year I could meet you in, but then dojoon went to the military, which I think is the best thing he could do, but also this means no world tour, no European tour, and no concert in general.
so I will wait these 2/3 years, I will also be major so I’ll be able to do more things and to support you more.
I can’t wait to see you honestly, but I know you won’t leave me and the other black roses, I know you’ll keep going.

I listened to four songs while writing this, probably it isn’t even grammatically correct lmao, but I just wanted to tell you some of the things I think about everyday.
I hope you will have a good day, please, smile a lot! and tell us how you are doing ☾

yours, Lina 🥰

[currently listening to “ I.L.Y” by the 4 people who makes me happy.]