I don't feel like I'm wanted anywehre and I even feel I'm still in prison. However, now I know anybody holds the key except me. I'm starting to understand what life is like. All I can do is just to care for everyone I encounter and be grateful to the events, bad or good, which pushed me against the all odds to be related to each other. What seems to be the most amazing stance to have in this situation regarldess of the toughest difficulties that stands in my way? I realzied that I'm nothing but a fool and so I've led a life full of blunders. I've just struggled to find my way through seemingly never-ending nightmares. That's why I can put aside my anger. 'Cause my dream is over andI have my own unique story to tell. However, the words will never show the very essence of it. There is only one thing that I beleive in me. There seems to be a little change in my attitude, small to say the least, though. I've come to know through my anxiety and depression that I had a wonderflu life.