6월 6일 감사 일기
조국과 민족을 향해 현충하신 선열님들께 감사
오늘 밭일 가는 날
어제부터 방광이 좋지 않아 멀미하면서 다녀오면 탈 날 것 같아
가지 않기로 용기 내었다. 원각님은 같이 갔으면 하는 낌새여서
용기가 필요했다. 내내 찝찝했으나 용단에 스스로에게 감사
원각님 가져온 채소 처리하는데도 불안한 심사였다. 아슬아슬하다.
게세 롱닉 스님의 쾌차를 위해 치유 자리를 마련하신 청월라와 도반님들께 감사
미국에서 안거를 하시느라 시간이 없는데 비행기 연착 시간을 이용해서라도
설법을 해주신 캉세르린포체님께 감사
June 6 Gratitude Journal
I am grateful to the patriotic martyrs and ancestors who gave their lives in remembrance of our country and people on Memorial Day.
Today was supposed to be a day to go work in the field.But since yesterday my bladder has not been feeling well, and I felt that if I went and became carsick on the way, it might make me seriously unwell. So I gathered the courage not to go.
Won-gak seemed to want me to go with him, so it took courage.I felt uneasy and uncomfortable inside all day, but I am grateful to myself for making that firm decision.
Even while taking care of the vegetables Won-gak brought back from the field, my mind felt anxious. Everything feels a little precarious.
I am grateful to Cheongwol-la and the Dharma friends who prepared a healing gathering for the recovery of Geshe Longnik.
I am also grateful to Khangser Rinpoche, who, though very busy doing retreat in the United States, still gave teachings by making use of even the delayed time at the airport.
