[[케빈]]To the moon I always look up to 🌙 #2

[nimzzz]

Hello My Moon~

How's your day?

You're new tattoo is cool! I love it! I saw clips from the video call event and i know you had a good time with The B. You're so cute your eyes smiling along with your lips is one of the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. I love your smile so I hope you are happy everyday. With every day I admire you even more. Sometimes I get frustrated at how hard it is to find the right words to express just how much you mean to me (cheesy eh) but I hope you know that you make me happy by the simple things you do.

Have you finished Billy Summers novel? It was a couple weeks ago since i finished it. You know how when you finish a book, slowly close it, and just sit there trying to take everything in? That's exactly how I felt about this book, emotions and all!

I can't say I liked everything about Billy Summers, but I did find myself reaching for it anytime I had a spare moment, curious to see what happened next to him.

One of the great things in the book is Billy’s disguise while waiting to do the hit.
He's disguised as a writer and decides to write a book while he waits. Kevin, did you ever thought of writing a book? About your experiences and life? It would be fascinating to read about how you view your life and understand more about you. I'd like to write a book as well, but I believe I'm more of a reader than a writer hahaha. Well i think Billy's background is what shaped him and yet despite calling himself a bad man, he recognizes evil when he sees it, which means that he is not totally lost in my eyes. What he does for Alice, while thinking about the little sister he lost tragically in childhood, shows that empathy is still in him. Billy's story gripped me, yes, so thank you for recommending the book!

"When you give pain it leaves a scar. It scars your mind. It scars your spirit. And it should, because hurting someone, killing someone, is no little thing. Take it from someone who knows."

Normally, I avoid crime fiction and genres like this, but I made an exception because you recommended it lol. I hope you had as much fun reading the book as I did. I'll wait if you can come back to vlive and discuss about the book as you did last time hehe. Chanhee recommended book too the 아침의 피아노, 김진영 but i can't read korean. Oh how i wish there's an english copy of that book.

I also read We were Liars. This book was powerfully written with simple words. The plot twist was amazing, and the basic human values were extremely relatable. This book proved that complicated, twisted and hidden feelings could be put down in words. It left me in tears. And not just because the main character went through such a traumatic experience that I could not even bear experiencing, but because of the aftermath of that experience. I loved the foreshadowing she would sneak in! And the fairytale stories! I love the way the author described events. Also, the Then She Was Gone had been in my recommendations for so long, that at last, I decided to give it a try. It had so much more than I expected. It's really haunting and is kind of giving me creeps. It is also deeply disturbing and unsettling, makes you start thinking of things you wouldn't want to think of. I found the ending kinda predictable but it's a good book and i'm satisfied about the ending.

I'd also like to talk to you about school. I'm in my second year of college and am enrolled in an accounting course. I never imagined myself as an accountant, and I still wonder why I chose this career path. When I see my buddies having a good time on their course, it makes me really jealous. I'm still trying to figure out who I am, but it's taking so long to figure out what my passion is that I'm becoming concerned about my life and future. I sometimes wish I could wake up 5 years ago and redo some of my decisions, but I realize that's way too impossible. I'm trying to convince myself that there's a reason for everything, and that if I just do my best, my efforts will pay off and that I will ultimately understand myself too.

Reminders: Eat healthy foods. Be safe always, wear mask when going outside and sanitize. Drink plenty of water and drink vitamins. Be happy!


I love you! Goodnight My Moon~ 🌙

Nimz