aliceIN
ciao mio dolce kevin♡
how are you doing my bff? I hope you got to smile a little bit despite all the shiet going around... that must not be fun, am I right? :/
for this reason, I wanted to thank you for taking the time to read all our letters here and on ig♡
knowing that you appreciated it made our hearts warmer, and we hope it made your day just a little bit brighter♡
just know that kevengers always got your back, and moonlights will forever love you🤍
on a funny note, this is how co-managing the kevengers accounts looks like:
I was making myself a sandwich, and you suddenly started spamming likes and I jumped.
it felt like a fever dream shjsjjs it was a CRAZY thing to witness LMAO
i love you, sincerely 🙂↕️🫶🏻
anywayoz
I haven't done anything exceptional these few days. After having my friends over for a weekend, I needed some time to charge my social batteries, so I just decided to stay home and take care of myself!
my family and I just went out for dinner at a friend's house yesterday night, but it was lowkey tragic for me.
Idrk what is happening with my brain, but lately, I can't stay focused for shit.
When I'm even slightly tired or have a lot on my mind, if I find myself in a social situation, it's over. My brain completely shuts down, and there's no way I'm gonna listen to a single word. I completely dissociate, and voices get so far away against my will.
The thing is that I even try to listen and force myself, but it's like... you know stereograms, right?
well, the feeling is literally when u try so hard to get to see it, you're almost there, but your sight gets back to normal immediately. That is literally how it feels when I try to listen to conversations but keep dissociating, lol
it's frustrating, and yes, I should go to therapy, but sigh,,,, I need to find the strength to do it 🚶♀️
btw Sarah just gave me the best news EVER bro
You don't know, but my whole personality is literally made out of three important movies: The Greatest Showman, which is at the very top, Tangled, and Spiderman: No way home.
and you're telling me, THE Michael Gracey is probably directing the live action movie of my childhood????
this is crazy, they did it FOR ME!!!
I started tearing up so badly I had to make a playlist on Spotify with Tagled and TGS soundtracks.
It's so gonna be the end of me, I'm not ready at all.
You know, they're doing the Broadway musical of The Greatest Showman in London 🥺 I wanted to go SOOOO badly, but every single show until March is almost sold out, and the leftover seats are quite expensive...
it's so crazy tho, they're doing morning and evening show, 5 days out of 7, and it's sold out??? from now until MARCH?
the power that musical has....
but it would have been a dream to go for my bday :(
I wanted to go with Mat and stay there from the 21st to the 26th of February (since my bday is on the 25th) and also meet with Sarah and celebrate my bday and yours tgt :( it would have been so cute ngl
buy hot girls are broke so 🤪
maybe another time 💔
Also, no, I still haven't watched Wicked, and Sarah hates me for that, BUT !!! for some reasons movie theaters in my city don't have it so I gotta go to Florence and I need someone who can drive me there :c
I'm probably going on Saturday with my mom and dad anyway 😈
speaking of Sarah,,, another interesting chat we had
who the hell calls an animal axolotl anyways.. and how do you even pronounce that
but most importantly, how did she even understand what I was talking about...
(Yes, you were the subject of the convo btw, you always are😋)
I'll get going now❤️
my kev♡
remember, you're so loved, you're so talented, handsome, and the person with the purest and kindest heart I know🤍
never stop being you, please <3
stupid people are born to only say stupid things and will only attract negativity in their lives❗️
you're more than ugly comments from 15 years olds on social media (yea... most of them are minors😊)
as much as I've read shitass words in there, I also have read sooooo lots of beautiful others..
if you cut the rotten side of the apple, there's no need to throw it away, yk? it's still edible🫶🏻
I love you.
I love you, and I will always do♡ (but a little more than yesterday and less than tomorrow) 🤍
pce out
aliceOUT
ps. keep an eye out for the next Christmas project(s!!!!!!)🤍